The prefect New Year’s resolution. It hits on every aspect of my life.
In my profession, I need to focus on writing with determination. Even on days when I don’t want to. Even when I think what I’m writing is crap. Even when it won’t be seen by another person. The only way to get better is to practice. Plus, writing makes me happy.
Even though I don’t feel like I over eat, I somehow manage to gain ten pounds (or more) in a year. I know what I need to do, how to eat healthy, I just don’t do it. This year, I am going to focus on eating smaller meals more often, and eating clean. I know better than to set an exercise goal in stone. I’ll just ignore it. But, I can’t ignore eating.
Read more widely.
I read 102 books in 2013, an accomplishment I’m happy with if not entirely proud of. I liked many of the books I read and even loved a few. But, overall I was reading less for enjoyment or enlightenment or education than for speed and numbers. Call me pretentious, or a book snob if you like, but I don’t read for entertainment, or at least not primarily. Entertainment is a byproduct, not the goal. I enjoy books best when I have learned something or felt something. With too many of the books I read this year, I learned and felt nothing. I was entertained, for sure, and that was fun and fine, but less than satisfying. In 2014, instead of setting a number goal, though arbitrarily I’d like to read one book a week, I want to read more widely. Books from other countries and cultures, specifically. More non-fiction and classics. I want books that will make me feel intensely – love, hate, anger, happiness, horror, astonishment, disgust. I want to read books that will stay with me days and weeks and years later. You know what? I think this goal will be more difficult than 100 books in a year.
Some of you may be wondering why I didn’t set the goal of being published. Of course that’s a goal, but unlike these three whose attainment I control, so much of whether or not I’m published is out of my hands. I’ll do whatever I can do make it happen, but the achievement of that goal doesn’t rely solely on me or my actions. However, I firmly believe I will sign a publishing contract this year.